It's funny that as someone who thinks of himself as a writer, I don't write that much. I have so many ideas inside my head but yet I don't let them out. My inherent creativity feels trapped within its own self. There's so many thoughts and processes happening in my mind simulataneously; because of that simultaneity, no ideas are actually being focused upon.

I feel constantly trapped in the husk of my own self, craving something new constantly but not being able to feed that crave. God help me.